I’m incredibly angry. I live with my parents and Gram and three dogs. I yell and scream. I write FUCK YOU and other invective on pieces of cardboard and leave them around. My mother finds them and gets angry with me in return. They all yell at me to stop it.
I live in NY, and a friend is going to get a new apartment in the East Village. She likes it because it has original tile and moldings. I think maybe I should move for a change of pace, that moving would make me more stable.
I feel overwhelmed by how powerless I feel to change my situation or my behavior.
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