Monthly Archives: July 2006

San Francisco office landscape

I tell Mark that I am not taking the job, but I hope we can still be friends. We hug. Then we kiss. We start dating. But he’s gay.

I’m working for a hotel chain, traveling all over the world. I fly from San Francisco to Dubai.

Mark and I have sex on a kitchen counter. I give him a blowjob.

I know he’s cheating on me. I confront him about the fact that he’s dating men on the side.

I’m working in a big office building in San Francisco. There are lots of agencies that work in this building. I’m navigating through a huge space of blue-lit cubicles.

Creative differences

I’m arguing with Joe C. It’s completely realistic. It’s like being at work. I wake up and wonder if it was real.

Swimming in a pool

I’m swimming at a pool in Brooklyn with David F.

There’s a jewelry case where I’m looking to pick out earrings. I see some tiny garnets, four in a row. They remind me of a pair I had when I was in college. I decide I want to wear just a single tiny garnet earring.

Now I’m swimming with Adam M. The pool is dirty and cold.

Trapped in the rubble

There’s been an accident, and a kid I know is trapped in the rubble. Someone helps him by turning his cell phone to a setting to help the rescuers find him.

He’s saved, and everyone wants to hear the story. I try to call him but I repeatedly dial the wrong number, which is frustrating because I have him on speed-dial.

I’m going to have dinner with Joe. We’re driving and we’re not quite sure where we’re going. We realize we’ve made a wrong turn, and so we try to go back, cutting across two lanes of traffic.

My Friend Britney

I’m friends with Britney Spears. We hang out together in her mansion. The mansion looks more like a school, with long hallways that have doors with room numbers on them.

Kevin Federline is mean to her. I try to tell her he’s no good for her, but she doesn’t want to hear it.

She’s trying to diet. I tell her to come to Pilates with me.

Missed flight due to birds

I’m visiting Susie and her family in some LA type city.

A pedophile-type guy is after young boys and girls, and it’s scary.

They have these birds in an aviary. The birds are cartoon-like, giant stuffed toucans.

I need to leave and catch my flight.

I can see a map of where I need to go. I think I’m in LA but really it’s a map of Europe.

I’m late for my flight, even though it’s three hours away. It’s 5pm and the flight doesnt leave until 8pm.

I’m trying to leave but my bags are broken. The birds have pecked at the straps and now the straps don’t hold together.

It’s 6pm and I’m worried that I’ve missed my flight.

Bar games

I’m with Scott. I have a sick feeling that he’s cheating on me. He’s lying to me. There’s a party at a roadside bar. He’s off drinking beer and partying.

There’s an arcade game that has a skeleton head. I’m trying to program the game and substitute one thing for another in the display.

My Parents at Gram’s grave

I’m with my father in a strange cemetary that is open in the middle and has graves all along the edges.

I remember thinking "It’s lucky my grandmother is buried here."

We visit her grave. You can see her lying in the grave. The casket is open and there’s s sheet of ice over it. Her face is covered with ice.

My mother is there with her family. I try to wave her off but my father sees her.

We all look at the grave together.