I am working in a recycling factory. There are hundreds or thousands of containers for recycled materials, filled with empty bottles or cardboard or glass. To move around the facility and get to the containers, I stand on a series of conveyor belts. The belts go around and around, taking me through well-worn paths of cast-off items.
I have a knife — like a small sword, really — that I plan to use to kill myself. I’m hiding it under my jacket as I travel along the conveyor belt. I run into someone else on the belt who is pregnant. She tells me that she should get to use the sword first, and I give it to her, and watch her cut herself open.
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Really interesting dreams. Good to know someone is having dreams as disturbing as my own…
As I see your dreams as full of metaphores I can’t help but comment that the pregnant woman showing you how to get used to the knife for ‘killing yourself’, might be related to the kind of ‘killing one’s old self’ that happens when one gets a baby…